Shonisani's Seeds

Don't you hate it when something is at the  tip of your tongue ? Your tongue has something to say but  your mouth can't support it. Your voice stands to reason but  your throat won't allow it, and all that power you once had, just a moment ago, the  power to be coherent, the  power to communicate, it's all gone. Don't you hate that?? There are so many thoughts i wish i would've written down, and so many anecdotes i cook up in my mind that don't have the opportunity to be heard. Sometimes i hear someone else say something that i have thought but never said, and i feel like that's the universe kicking me in the stomach.  In that moment, the universe is saying to me : "See what happens when you don't acknowledge your own brilliance Shoni?  IT BECOMES SOMEONE ELSE'S ". Come on, i can't be the only one! I'm not just limiting this to phrases, i mean it goes for everything. Somet...

Sitting on the highway, my way. Chilling for the thrill of it. Praying that i'll fly away. Knowing i'd make the most of it. I say you've gotta be afraid, cause you know i'm about to kill this shit. If pain really does mean pay, i can never go broke, not even a little bit. I'm outside, at 808, with no heart to break. Standing at the finish line, but it doesn't mean anything because we didn't start the same. Yet all of a sudden, we're supposed to squash the beef like a vegan pancake, and keep it moving for life's short sake. Our lives collide so often, so infrequent yet so calculated, every time i hear your name, i look up knowing that it was orchestrated. And i can't pinpoint the moment but deep down, i know i prayed it. So everyday i don't see you or hear from you all i have to do is replay it... .....word for word, refreshing my mind to keep my s...

Spread love everywhere you go.   Let no one ever come to you without leaving happier. Mother Teresa I want to love you until the moon is under water. Until i look in your eyes and i see the reflection of our daughter. You make me see things I've never thought of , feel things that are both equally as lovely as they are tough. I want to love you until my peace has no mind , Until i search the entire planet & realize that you're one of a kind. You make me search for things i know i'll never find, feel things that make it impossible for me to unwind. "Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies." Aristotle I want to love you until it's more than enough . Until the soft sweet sand grains of time become rough. You make me see things through love , feel things you only feel when you're the airborne white dove. I want to love you forever, or until i die. .atleast. Until i'm ...